What God Reveals When He Doesn't Make Sense
Green Light Faith - Abraham and Isaac | DJay Akers

Ben Markham • Lead Pastor
August 2, 2026

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You can know God, love God, and still look at your life and think, this doesn't add up. Faith doesn't require you to understand everything God is doing, but it does require a level of trust in who He is. And when God doesn't make sense, it's likely He is revealing something in that moment: either more of Himself to you, or something about you that you couldn't have seen any other way.

That truth sits inside one of the hardest stories in Scripture. In Genesis 22, God asks Abraham to take his son Isaac up Mount Moriah and offer him there. Every promise God had made to Abraham depended on Isaac living. Now God appears to be asking for the opposite.

Why God Sometimes Asks for the Blessing and Not the Sin

God wasn't asking Abraham to give up something bad. If He had been, this story would be easy. Everyone can get on board with surrendering something evil. God was asking Abraham to surrender something beautiful: the son he loved, the miracle he prayed for, and the future he dreamed about.

That's what makes this story so difficult. God wasn't asking Abraham to put sin on the altar. He was asking him to put the blessing on the altar. Sometimes the greatest test of faith is not giving up something evil but trusting God with something wonderful.


Four Crises Abraham Carried Up the Mountain

There was more than one crisis unfolding on that trail. At least four are worth naming.


The Theological Crisis

God asked for one thing, and now it seemed He was doing another. The promises required Isaac to live, and Abraham was being asked to make an offering of him. It simply wasn't adding up theologically.


The Family Crisis

One study makes an interesting observation: nowhere does Scripture record Abraham telling Sarah where he was going or what he was going to do. Imagine that conversation. Where are you going? Up the trail with Isaac. Where? Mount Moriah. And what will you be doing there? It's hard to believe that exchange ever happened, and the part that isn't funny at all is the weight of carrying something like that entirely by yourself.


The Social Crisis

Abraham goes up the mountain with his son and comes back down alone. Everyone is going to ask where his boy is. What is he supposed to say? That God told him to? Some people are going to start to think he's a psychopath. How does a man explain that?


The Emotional Crisis

This may be the hardest one in the scene, because Abraham looks at his life and has nothing left but a single question: God, why?


What Do You Do When God's Plan Doesn't Make Sense?

Let's be transparent. Have you ever found yourself in a season where the only honest prayer was, God, sometimes Your plans just don't make sense to me? Where you felt Him leading you one direction, and everything you were actually experiencing was taking you another?

Maybe it was a health concern. Maybe it was a broken relationship, an unexpected job loss, a son or daughter who has wandered from the Lord, or a prayer that has gone on and on without an answer. Maybe you have looked at your life and whispered, God, I know You, and I love You, and this doesn't make sense to me. I just don't understand.

There is good news in that moment. When you're wrestling, when you're asking why me, why this, and why now, it's likely God is revealing Himself to you, or revealing something about you.


When I Couldn't Understand What God Was Doing

In May of 2019, I was living in Michigan when I felt the Lord call me away from the ministry I was serving. I took a job in California, moved my family across the country, and trusted God's leading. His calling felt clear, and it very much seemed this was what the Lord had for me. We became part of an incredible church, and a fruitful season hit almost immediately in the student ministry where I was serving as a teaching pastor.

Several months later, my mom called to tell me she had stage four cancer.

Here is where the tension of the story sits. My parents divorced when I was two. I'm an only child. My mom's siblings had already passed away, and so had her parents. There was no one there to take care of her, and I was on the other side of the country following God's leading and trusting God's provision, unable to fly back all the time. I started to get angry with the Lord, asking Him who was going to take care of her.

So my wife and I told her to move in with us and come out to California. She said she couldn't, because of her dog, Pebbles. Bring the dog, Mom. Well, what about Bob, her boyfriend? Bring Bob. There is plenty to do out here. She just said no.

In November of 2020, my mom died.


What I Prayed When I Was Angry With God

I felt so much anger toward the Lord in that season, and I brought it straight to Him. God, I trust You. I love You. I know that You are sovereign, and sovereign means You know all things. That means You knew this was going to happen. So why did You move me? Why couldn't this have happened sooner, or why couldn't I have stayed longer?

That's where I wrestled. I didn't get a tidy answer to any of those questions.


What God Reveals When You Don't Understand

Looking back now, I still don't understand everything God was doing. What I can say is that I discovered so much about the Lord in that season that I would never have learned any other way. There are details I can't go into, but I can share the biggest one. God loves my mom more than I ever could, and I didn't think anyone could love their mom more than I did.

I flew home after doing her funeral, and somewhere in the air, with tears in my eyes, it came out: it is well with my soul. Lord, I was okay with You taking my mom. I just wasn't okay with how it happened, that I wasn't there. He began to minister to me right there, and all I could say was, God, You are good all the time, and all the time God is good.


Faith Doesn't Require Understanding, Only Trust

When God doesn't make sense, faith isn't the thing you're losing. It's the thing being tested, and the test is rarely about handing over something evil. More often it's about trusting Him with something wonderful: the child, the health, the relationship, or the future you had already started to picture.

Faith doesn't require us to understand everything God is doing. It does require a level of trust in who He is. So if you're in a season where the pieces aren't adding up, you don't have to pretend you understand. You can keep talking to the God you know, saying out loud that you trust Him, that you love Him, and that this doesn't make sense yet, while you keep watching for what He is revealing about Himself and about you.

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August 2, 2026 • 7 Minute Read
What God Reveals When He Doesn't Make Sense
You can know God, love God, and still look at your life and think, this doesn't add up. Faith doesn't require you to understand everything God is doing, but it does require a level of trust in who He is. And when God doesn't make sense, it's likely He is revealing something in that moment: either more of Himself to you, or something about you that you couldn't have seen any other way. That truth sits inside one of the hardest stories in Scripture. In Genesis 22, God asks Abraham to take his son Isaac up Mount Moriah and offer him there. Every promise God had made to Abraham depended on Isaac living. Now God appears to be asking for the opposite. Why God Sometimes Asks for the Blessing and Not the Sin God wasn't asking Abraham to give up something bad. If He had been, this story would be easy. Everyone can get on board with surrendering something evil. God was asking Abraham to surrender something beautiful: the son he loved, the miracle he prayed for, and the future he dreamed about. That's what makes this story so difficult. God wasn't asking Abraham to put sin on the altar. He was asking him to put the blessing on the altar. Sometimes the greatest test of faith is not giving up something evil but trusting God with something wonderful. Four Crises Abraham Carried Up the Mountain There was more than one crisis unfolding on that trail. At least four are worth naming. The Theological Crisis God asked for one thing, and now it seemed He was doing another. The promises required Isaac to live, and Abraham was being asked to make an offering of him. It simply wasn't adding up theologically. The Family Crisis One study makes an interesting observation: nowhere does Scripture record Abraham telling Sarah where he was going or what he was going to do. Imagine that conversation. Where are you going? Up the trail with Isaac. Where? Mount Moriah. And what will you be doing there? It's hard to believe that exchange ever happened, and the part that isn't funny at all is the weight of carrying something like that entirely by yourself. The Social Crisis Abraham goes up the mountain with his son and comes back down alone. Everyone is going to ask where his boy is. What is he supposed to say? That God told him to? Some people are going to start to think he's a psychopath. How does a man explain that? The Emotional Crisis This may be the hardest one in the scene, because Abraham looks at his life and has nothing left but a single question: God, why? What Do You Do When God's Plan Doesn't Make Sense? Let's be transparent. Have you ever found yourself in a season where the only honest prayer was, God, sometimes Your plans just don't make sense to me? Where you felt Him leading you one direction, and everything you were actually experiencing was taking you another? Maybe it was a health concern. Maybe it was a broken relationship, an unexpected job loss, a son or daughter who has wandered from the Lord, or a prayer that has gone on and on without an answer. Maybe you have looked at your life and whispered, God, I know You, and I love You, and this doesn't make sense to me. I just don't understand. There is good news in that moment. When you're wrestling, when you're asking why me, why this, and why now, it's likely God is revealing Himself to you, or revealing something about you. When I Couldn't Understand What God Was Doing In May of 2019, I was living in Michigan when I felt the Lord call me away from the ministry I was serving. I took a job in California, moved my family across the country, and trusted God's leading. His calling felt clear, and it very much seemed this was what the Lord had for me. We became part of an incredible church, and a fruitful season hit almost immediately in the student ministry where I was serving as a teaching pastor. Several months later, my mom called to tell me she had stage four cancer. Here is where the tension of the story sits. My parents divorced when I was two. I'm an only child. My mom's siblings had already passed away, and so had her parents. There was no one there to take care of her, and I was on the other side of the country following God's leading and trusting God's provision, unable to fly back all the time. I started to get angry with the Lord, asking Him who was going to take care of her. So my wife and I told her to move in with us and come out to California. She said she couldn't, because of her dog, Pebbles. Bring the dog, Mom. Well, what about Bob, her boyfriend? Bring Bob. There is plenty to do out here. She just said no. In November of 2020, my mom died. What I Prayed When I Was Angry With God I felt so much anger toward the Lord in that season, and I brought it straight to Him. God, I trust You. I love You. I know that You are sovereign, and sovereign means You know all things. That means You knew this was going to happen. So why did You move me? Why couldn't this have happened sooner, or why couldn't I have stayed longer? That's where I wrestled. I didn't get a tidy answer to any of those questions. What God Reveals When You Don't Understand Looking back now, I still don't understand everything God was doing. What I can say is that I discovered so much about the Lord in that season that I would never have learned any other way. There are details I can't go into, but I can share the biggest one. God loves my mom more than I ever could, and I didn't think anyone could love their mom more than I did. I flew home after doing her funeral, and somewhere in the air, with tears in my eyes, it came out: it is well with my soul. Lord, I was okay with You taking my mom. I just wasn't okay with how it happened, that I wasn't there. He began to minister to me right there, and all I could say was, God, You are good all the time, and all the time God is good. Faith Doesn't Require Understanding, Only Trust When God doesn't make sense, faith isn't the thing you're losing. It's the thing being tested, and the test is rarely about handing over something evil. More often it's about trusting Him with something wonderful: the child, the health, the relationship, or the future you had already started to picture. Faith doesn't require us to understand everything God is doing. It does require a level of trust in who He is. So if you're in a season where the pieces aren't adding up, you don't have to pretend you understand. You can keep talking to the God you know, saying out loud that you trust Him, that you love Him, and that this doesn't make sense yet, while you keep watching for what He is revealing about Himself and about you.

Ben Markham

Lead Pastor

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How to Trust God With an Uncertain Future
Most of us spend a good deal of energy trying to remove uncertainty from our lives. We script the vacation, plan out the next few years, get detailed about as many things as we can, and quietly hope nothing catches us off guard. Certainty feels like safety. So it may sound strange to hear someone say they have no desire to live a life without uncertainty. But that is exactly what learning to trust God with an uncertain future has taught me. A life without uncertainty is a life that would not require faith. And a life of faith, as much of it as I can live, is simply a better life. When you look closely at Abraham, you see this at work. Abraham embraces uncertainty, while fear, by its very nature, tries to remove it. echo through the entire chapter for a reason worth understanding. Faith Embraces Uncertainty. Fear Tries to Remove It. Here is the difference in a single line. Faith embraces uncertainty. Fear attempts to remove it. When God called Abraham to leave everything familiar and go, Abraham went, even though he did not know exactly how it would unfold. I want you to hear this from me: I do not want to live a life without uncertainty. That might sound a little funny at first. But a life scrubbed clean of the unknown would be a life with no room left for faith. There are some things I would honestly rather not know. I do not need to know what tomorrow brings. That is a hard thing to sit with, and some of you are reading this thinking, "You don't understand. I script my vacations." Is It Wrong to Want a Plan? No. There is a real difference between being a person who likes to be prepared and being a person who is trying to eliminate uncertainty altogether. Preparation is good. I work hard on a message before I ever stand up to preach it. And yet there is a part of me every single week that says, "Lord, I don't know exactly how this is going to go. I just have to trust that it will be what You want it to be." I can prepare all I want, and there is still an element of faith. I never want to remove that. I just want to keep trusting God with the outcome. What Happens When You Stop Scripting Everything Years ago I ran into a man I deeply admired, Dr. Jack Hayford, who has since gone to be with the Lord. He pastored a church called Church on the Way in Van Nuys, California, a bilingual, deeply evangelistic church that grew to something like eight to ten thousand people. He was known as a man of tremendous integrity. The first two years of my Bible college were actually through his school, one of the original online programs for Christian students, and it was what I had available to me at the time. I got the chance to meet him and be shown around a little. We were making small talk, and he asked where I was from. I told him Michigan, and that my dad lives in Cadillac. He said, "Oh, I've been there." I could not figure out how a man in California had been to Cadillac, Michigan, so I asked him. That is when he told me how he and his wife vacation now that he is close to retirement. They pack bags with versatile clothing, drive to the airport, look up at the board, and decide where to go based on whatever the next flight happens to be. One of those flights had carried him into Grand Rapids, and he drove north until he landed in my hometown. Some of you read that, and it makes you shake. You are thinking, "I do not want a vacation like that." This is not about getting you to travel differently. What I want you to see is that there is something exciting you get invited into when you embrace uncertainty. When you can say, "We do not know exactly how this will work out, but we know we have heard from the Lord to obey Him," it becomes exciting, because you get to watch Him do something only He can do. The Best Decision We Ever Made This is how God has worked in my own life. When my wife and I were in our early 30s, we began to feel like God was bringing our story in Michigan to a close. It was where we were from, where we had lived our whole lives, where I had pastored for about twelve years. I just knew it was not there anymore. God had made that clear through a variety of means: His Word, other people, and our own prayer time. It was time to go. Some people I trusted sat us down and made sure I understood what I was leaving. They said, "You are at a church with its own Christian school. You have two boys, two and four. You can raise them in a wonderful Christian school, probably for free. Your wife is a teacher, and they will give her a job. You have earned all this trust and credibility over ten years. Why would you leave that?" Then they asked, "Do you even know where you are going to live in Florida?" We did not. We were going to stay temporarily at a pastor's empty house. "Do you know where your kids will go to school?" No. "Do you know where your wife will work?" No. "What are you thinking?" I said, "I think God's got it." They said that seemed irresponsible. I said, "It's called faith." I have come to believe that if we have a few fill-in-the-blank questions left in our lives, He likes to fill them in Himself, and then He likes to get the glory and the credit for it. To live a life where He gets the glory is a better life. It is not about what I was able to pull off. When God says go, we go. We were young. We were basically kids, a little family that jumped into a 1998 Chevy Malibu convinced it would make it to Florida. It did not. It broke down in Valdosta, Georgia. Our boys, Max and Malachi, were so small then. On our very first Sunday, Max had a total meltdown and could not be brought up on stage, but little Malachi was there, and God started something that day. When I look back, I can only say that He wrote a better story than I would have. He wrote a better story than I would have, and I am confident He is still doing that. Is the Center of God's Will Really the Safest Place? My wife and I have tried our whole lives, because of the people who discipled us, to stay in the center of God's will. But one of the great lies that gets caught more than it gets taught in the church is the phrase, "The safest place is in the center of God's will." Let me step right on that. The safest place is not the center of God's will. Hear me carefully. It is the most fulfilling place. It is the right place. But it is not the safest place. When God called Abraham from Haran to Canaan in Genesis 12, He was not calling him into safety. He was calling him into faith. We get so obsessed with keeping everything as safe as possible, wanting every part of life secured and settled. God has not called us to live safe lives. Faithful, Not Fearless Did Abraham still struggle with fear? Of course. When he stepped into new territory, he was the one who said, "Let's tell them you are my sister." He was not a fearless man. But he was a faithful one. In the big moments, when God said get up and leave, he got up and left everything he knew and every connection he had. That is the invitation, and it comes with a cost. You do not get to experience the benefits of faith without paying the price of obedience. Trusting God with an uncertain future will not guarantee that everything will feel safe. What it offers is better than safe. It is the chance to watch God write a story you never could have written on your own, if you are willing to get up and go when He says go.

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Lead Pastor